Jagged Moments

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I Wish…

Posted by: azladi5 on: September 5, 2007

I wish that I could believe everything he says.
I wish that I could communicate better, so that he would understand.
I wish that he could understand just where I’m coming from.
I wish that we could just relax enough to really enjoy each other.
I wish that God would show me the way, without ANY doubt.
I wish that [...]

What Next?

Posted by: azladi5 on: August 11, 2007

OK! What will happen next? I called Mike tonight to tell him that I didn’t want any of his cars if anything should happen to him. He did the usual – try to convince me to come back to him. By Sunday, of course (his deadline)! My nephew, Glenn Jr. was here and took the [...]

So Sad

Posted by: azladi5 on: August 10, 2007

How sad is the life of this man that I know. To live a delusional life that only he can live in. Perfect, I am not, but even I can see the imperfections in myself. Can it possibly be that he truly cannot see it? Or is it that the truth brings up a fear [...]


Posted by: azladi5 on: August 8, 2007

I’m lonely as I sit and stare upon the lighted screen…

No call I have to hear his voice, no voice that isn’t mean.

The loneliness just fills my day, of that there is no doubt…

the silence echos in my head and I can’t get it out.

You can be with more than one, but totally alone…

You long [...]

If I Only Knew…

Posted by: azladi5 on: May 20, 2007

If I only knew the reasons why…I’d understand just why I cry.If I only knew just how…I’d never make again that vow.If I only knew just when…I’d never make that choice again.If I only knew his mind…I’d realize he was a find.If I only knew hello…I’d find his arms and off we’d go.